Can I even love unselfishly?
That's a great question. Until recently, I don't think I've ever really considered that thought.
It seems like the only love that I know is a selfish love. Let me explain. My intentions aren't totally wrong, at least they don't seem to be, but I've only ever received something in return for my "love". Whether it's a fuzzy feeling, acknowledgment, an ego boost, or even an "I love you too."
My view of love is tainted by selfishness.
I've noticed that lately my heart is so hardened toward loving my students because they are love-suckers. They just like to suck the love out of you without giving anything in return. But wait a minute...
This bothers me because I'm not getting anything in return. Until now, I've never experienced having to give this kind of love.
My combative fists begin to fall and my hardened heart begins to soften... Hmm.
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